Gravity Reverses

Gravity Reverses Where to start?
Ridiculous Rambler.
I like lots of things. I honestly don't think i could write them all down, and some of them may never show up. So, main points of me: rambler on anything, whovian, Catherine Webb and Douglas Adams, asexual, atheist, any music with some thought behind the lyrics.
All this, but rarely. I'd assume.
Forgets to capitalise stuff.

Well, stuff changed, so i might as well let anyone who sees this know, I’m here now

also,

i know who you are. thanks for invading my privacy.

you know i didn’t want my friends to know my tumblr for a reason? ever occur to you that sometimes my problems are to do with my friends, sometimes i need to ask for help because i can’t ask them.

And sometimes i just want to contact other asexuals, because i still don’t know what to do.

I have known it was you, i knew you found me ever since you asked me if i was all right with you calling me an alien. i’m not stupid. neither was i sure. and i wanted to pretend i didn’t know, so i could still post what i wanted and pretend i didn’t have to worry about you reading.

but now you’re getting really obvious. so i can’t anymore.

I’m not going to post anymore. I’m going to leave for 2 months, during which i won’t be on tumblr. Then, i will create a new account. And i’ll be a bit better at keeping secrets, and i’ll stop sending anon messages to my friends, and i won’t discuss anything but my broadest fandoms. I’m not happy that i’ll have to pick a new name, because i really like mine. Actually, that’s almost what i’m the most upset about. I was really happy with what i had here.

But you know what? For a while i thought, maybe it wasn’t you. Maybe, for some bizarre reason, some random person who i’d never met cared about me, for god-knows-why. And thank you, for comforting me, for giving me that hope, but it’s not worth it.

Am i angry? not really. i don’t get angry. I’m sad. I don’t want to give this up. But this was my safe space, and now i’ve lost it. I won’t hodl it against you or anything, i’d probably have done the same in your situation Or maybe not. I mean, i’d like to think i wouldn’t, but i’m a pessimist about myself in an attempt to be realistic. So i’ll forgive, because i don’t see the point. But i’ll be more careful next time. Next time, don’t find me. Don’t even try. Please respect that i want to keep some things to myself.

Next time, if you want to ask me something, just ask it to my fucking face. I don’t bite. I’d’ve been happy to talk to you, to answer your questions.

Anyone i’m following, if for some reason you’re still reading what i write, i’ll probably find you again and follow you. in two months.

"Do you have any pets and what would your pet's favorite day of the week be :3"

Asked by Anonymous

cat, and no clue

"If your house was on fire, what 3 things would you save? (your family is already outside and safe)"

Asked by Anonymous

1. bookcase and its contents

2. computers

3. a bucket or other large container full of trinkets

"Lets say your cat suddenly started talking to you and no one else could hear them. What would they be saying and how would you react? (assuming you have a cat)"

Asked by Anonymous

meow. pat me. i’m selfish. feed me

"Walk into your room and the first thing you see is your only weapon to fight of the Ninja Rabbits who are after you. What is your weapon? How do you kill the rabbits with it?"

Asked by Anonymous

lava lamp, i break the glass and stab them with it

"Giant mutant lizards have taken over the world. What do you do?"

Asked by Anonymous

hide until winter, then kill them all

"Are you in high school or have you graduated?"

Asked by Anonymous

high school

"What's the first thing that comes to your mind when someone says pie"

Asked by Anonymous

cake

"oh, and do you know what 69 means? Because whenever I see it, I think of the zodiac cancer. But from the context it is being used, I don't think that is what other people mean."

Asked by Anonymous

From what i’ve gathered, it’s a sex position.

It being a zodiac symbol (and, therefore, related to my favourite troll) is a much nicer connection.

"You do have more than one anon, but I'm sending you messages about asexuality and nice questions."

Asked by Anonymous

Okay then. So you’re the two anons, who are actually one, except there are also other ones.

This is confusing.

#36 You Know You’re Asexual When…

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youknowyoureasexual:

you get annoyed that almost every single song on the radio is about love and the majority of those physical/sexual love

#67 You Know You’re Asexual When…

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youknowyoureasexual:

sexy is a meaningless descriptor.

#71 You Know You’re Asexual When…

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youknowyoureasexual:

you question your sexuality after every even slight sexual thought.

#80 You Know You’re Asexual When…

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youknowyoureasexual:

you see 69 and think of the Zodiac symbol cancer, or the homestuck character Karkat.

guilty. (by the way, i’m a Homestuck now)